Oh, my goodness! Thank you, Mr. Darcy!

     So...as anyone who has read only a few of my posts must know, I've been a bit on the fence about my life regarding Mr. Darcy. Although lately, I have realized that I really do love him, and I really do care about him, and I realy DO wish to be with him in my life. I am devastated and disappointed with how I have acted towards him, and I truly wish I can take back every single ne of my harsh words towards him...I truly hope he can forgive me. But! It seems as though he has as he has proposed to me! Gosh, it's been so hard for me to contain my glee, I feel like a teenager right now. Or-or something. But--my word, I'm excited! I feel bad for having been so, so misleading to everyone regarding him...telling people I dislike him...why, my father was SO confused hearing of this news, he still thought I had hated him. No matter, I care not what anyone else thinks! I am ahappy, and as long as Mr. Darcy is happy, I know that our marriage will last. I eagerly await our wedding-day...

          -Elizabeth Bennet

Jane, congradulations!!

     Oh my dear Jane, I am so happy for you! To be engaged to Mr. Bingley. Truly a pleasure in saying the words "my sister Jane will soon be married." Now, I know for a fact that you and Mr. Bingley will get along handsomely, you two do seem quite perfect for each other...now, Mr. Bingley! If you happen to read this, I must inform you that I will NOT tolerate you hurting my older sister! I care very deeply for her, and will not hesitate to come after you if you break her loving heart. She deserves all the happiness in the world, and I hope that you are able to give it to her.
     So...I might have over exaggerated back there, I WON'T do anything too bad to you, I was mostly joking. But I do care for my sister, and I do not want to see her be hurt. However, I know that you are a much better man than that, and it is obvious you care for her very much. I do not need to wish you any happiness, for you will have it all, but I will anyway. I will welcome you into the Bennet family eagerly, and call you my brother-in-law.

          -Elizabeth Bennet

My mother!!

     Well then! I suppose one cannot have common curtesy nowadays. Mr. Bingley and Mr. Bennet have been visiting us near daily here, and I must say, my mother is getting on my last nerve. I love her so, but how can she treat Mr. Bingley so kindly and Mr. Darcy so poorly. Mr. Darcy is a kind and generous man who cares deeply of those he loves, and I know that he deserves her respect just as much- if not more so -than Mr. Bingley does. After all, Bingley DID leave in such a hasty way, very much hurting Jane. And he did ignore her...although he may not have known she was in London when she was...oh, what does it matter? The point is, my mother is getting very TIRESOME, and I wish that she could treat Mr. Darcy better. Or at least keep her ill-founded negative feelings about him to herself, and quit acting like everyone in the universe agrees with everything she says. Good day. And my apologies for ranting yet again...

          -Elizabeth Bennet

Well, Lydia, I hope you're happy now...

     So you have married Mr. Wickham and you treat your sisters poorly. Marrying someone does not make you better than anyone, and it makes you worse than others if you flaunt it the way my younger sister does. She has the nerve to say Jane is not good enough for her, for whatever reason, and she has no right to do it! All she does is talk non-stop, all day, about a mand who doesn't even love her. I am sure that in less than a year, they would have grown tired of each other and wish to separate. I know that she will  regret her actions regarding Wickham in due time. Until then, I suppose I should wish her all the luck in the world.

          -Elizabeth Bennet

How dare he!

     Wickham, abducting my little sister like that! Running away with her, it is unbelieveable! The man is absolutely despicable, I cannot forgive him! I must explain: I received a letter from Jane telling me that my dear sister, Lydia, had ran away with Wickham while on vacation in Meryton, or wherever, and--God, she's getting MARRIED! Mr. Darcy truly opened my eyes to him, but it took it along while to fully register...but now it's finally sunken in and I also wonder how Lydia could be so STUPID as to run off with this man! I mean...well, I suppose he DOES have a good outward personality-a great one, actualy-which is why now he is so terrible. Now I know what he has done, and I know he's just using us for oney. All of us. Not only that, but this will mjake our family look absolutely TERRIBLE. Mother is absolutely furious, everyone is worried...goodness, this is a terrible turn of events...Lydia can be so empty-headed sometimes, I often wonder if our family would be better off without her! I regret that...but only slightly. End of L--I mean...good bye, readers, sorry if I am beginning to plague you with an incredibly confused mind.

          -Elizabeth Bennet

P.S.: In other news; I'm eating some delightful cheesecake. And happy April Fool's Day. None of this is a joke.

I met someone new today. :)

     I never would have thought Miss Darcy to be as she is. When I first heard of her I expected somebody cold, cruel, selfish, and so on; I can honestly say that I had no high hopes for her whatsoever. But she is so different! She's so kind and sweet and so adorably shy! Apparently people do see her as proud, but no, she is just shy! I have no idea why, but I just love girls who are shy, they're just so cute and innocent seeming! Seems as I have rambled on long enough about Mr. Darcy's younger sister...I hope I haven't acted TOO strange in this update, I honestly didn't mean to. But Miss Darcy is just so not what I expected at all, it is just so surprising!

          -Elizabeth Bennet

I already regret my last post!

     It's hardly been a day; not even an hour, and I already regret what I have said. Why would the servants all think so highly of him if he is not a good man? They have all said how much of a good person he is, how much he cares for the poor, all this wonderful stuff about him. Have I judged him too harshly? Have I, I don't know, gone a bit overboard in my sucpisions? In speaking with me he seems very kind, and honest as well. I think I HAVE acted too rashly. Thought to harshly. Oh, I don't know, this is all so confusing! I have no idea of how I feel of Mr. Darcy after all, and...and I just wish everything will become a bit more clear!!

          -Elizabeth Bennet